It's our first time to have an overnight for making our thesis. We had an overnight in Parra's Aunt's condominium in Eastwood, Quezon City last Saturday, December 13, 2014. The journey to that destination had been such a tiring ride. Linsay and I became soldiers when we rode LRT. Then Linsay, Zannielle and I rode MRT then we waaaaaaalked until we rode a jeepney then we waaaaaaaaaaalked again. During that journey, we brought our things including groceries and food. 

The place was just beautiful and comfy. It's like a dream to live there. We ate and do some things about the survey. Surprisingly, there were fireworks at the side of the condominium and it was so close. It's our first time to see fireworks display that close. It was really fun. Later that night, we drank Emperador Light. But it's only half a liter I think. Us girls mostly drank the whole brandy that's why I was so reddish. From head to toe. Zannielle and I became drunk. My vision was like I'm walking on a moon. And we're laughing and laughing. We hang out for a bit in the bedroom before sleeping.

Next morning, we did some thesis then went outside to explore Eastwood, had lunch and went home as warriors again. It was a fun experience. I'd love to go back to Eastwood!

Months, weeks, days, hours were spent to prepare for cousin's debut. I was part of the preparation 'coz she chose me to be one of the dancers in cotillion. I immediately said yes and I was really excited to be part of her once in a life time event.

Every week, I go to Naic for practices and sometimes I sleep there before the day of the practices. I really had a great time with my co - dancers especially with Lorainne's high school and elementary friends. We gradually became close. There were many problems about the event but Lorainne tried to solve them and the event turned out to be fun, dramatic and happy. I was happy to help on some parts of the program. I eventually learned to love events. I knew that an Event Organizer would be one of my dream careers. 

We had a great time with our new friends. We laughed, we change clothes together, we helped in fixing the dress, we took pictures, we ate delicious food. Everything was great 'coz we had like a reunion also. 

I think it was one of the best days of Lorainne's life. And I'm very proud of her of what she become and I love her dearly.

Nazareno Family

With Andy

The Debutant and Her Parents

The Debutant with My Sister and Brother

The Debutant and Me

I had a date today. It didn't turn out well in the end. 

Our date was supposed to be last Friday but unfortunately there were conflicts (But I won't elaborate further). It was rescheduled today which I was very excited because we watched Mockingjay Part 1. I waited days for this day. I always tell him that I was really excited for our date then the day came which is today. When I arrived at SM, we met then watched the movie. All is well then we went to Toy Kingdom. He really liked to buy a toy helicopter which has a controller. We saw one with a yellow tag which I think was a sale. The small helicopter was 1,500 pesos. He said, "Beng, one, five lang, oh." I replied, "500 pa nga lang, hirap na kong mag-ipon, e." Then he said, "Bakit ka nakabili ng cake ko?" (I bought him a big cake days before his birthday as a surprise which cost almost 500 pesos.) I just laughed when he said that then he said, "Nako. Sabi pa naman ni Mama na huwag akong maga-asawa na hindi marunong sa pera." I was quite pissed at what he said and at the same time embarrassed. I left him and went outside of the store. I felt anxious and frustrated about what he said. The problem is I have PMS so I am really moody and my emotions are shooting all over the place. He finally came up to me and jokingly surprised me. I had a complete poker face. He smiled at me. "Uy!" I told him what I felt. I told him that I was really excited for this date and spend some time with him then he'll just tell me something that will make me feel like I don't deserve him. He said sorry. I'm not really good at keeping things from me and unconsciously, I gave a fake smile. Then he just started walking. I asked him so many times where he was going. I just followed him until he stopped at Mcdo. He said he's buying a burger for himself. I waited for him at a cupcake stand. Then he slowly approached me while he's smiling. He's holding something that was hidden from a tissue. Then he showed it and said sorry. My mood was completely changed and I smiled because he bought me a hot fudge sundae ice cream which was my favorite. I forgave him and we were okay after that. I was really happy because he knows me so well and he was really sweet on what he did. We were walking then he borrowed my phone to call to his mom. His mom and aunts were going to the same SM that we're at. I was like, "Awwww. Date's over." But, "It could be cute because I will get to meet his aunts." He was thinking if he'll wait for them or go home with me but unfortunately, they were already inside the mall. He said that I should go home. I felt down because I felt like a criminal and I should hide from them but then again, we're not legal. I understood that. But I told him that I will just greet and go home. Then at the end, he agreed that I will just greet and go. He was really nervous and I was kind of excited. He'll be on the hot seat. When we were just a few stores from his family, he complete backed out because his dad was there. He said that his dad will know that he had a date. And I said okay. I'll just go home. We said bye bye and whispered to me, "At the right time." 

After that, I felt complete pissed, sad and frustrated. I'm not mad at Inno especially not on his family. He knows that I'm completely an understanding person. I understand his every situation because I'm an open - minded person and I love him very much. I just felt lost and left out in the air. I want to spend the whole afternoon with him because it's a date. We'll eat together and tell stories. I was waiting for days for that bonding. But there's nothing that I can do. His family was there and they didn't know that we dated. I am not pissed with the people. I'm pissed with our situation. The truth is, I'm sated with the MU relationship. I want us to be official but I am really happy with what we are now so I will be really patient. In the moment that he said, "Umuwi ka na." I was like, "Ay. Okay." I felt numb. Maybe I was expecting too much that he will openly introduce me to his aunts and be happy about it. I was wrong about that. I felt flushed out. I want to scream to let out my emotions. I don't know if I was overreacting with my emotions or I am feeling the right emotion. 

When I got home, he texted me that he felt guilty about urging me to go home. He told me that his mom was looking for me. He felt guilty because he wasn't like me when I am very proud about him. So maybe, he wasn't that proud of me. But anyway, I've moved on. I don't want to make this a big deal. I can always understand him because I love him very very much. We were ready to wait at the right time. And he told me that he'll make up for it so I'll just wait for that. 

Current news is that, it is now my final semester as a college student and I'm gonna graduate next year on April. They say that if you're a fourth year student, life is now relaxing and you can chill 'coz you're gonna graduate. Well, guess again because my last semester would be a shitty semester. We have thesis to finish and many productions to accomplish. Then our professors would have high expectations for our class. Well, I can't blame them because we are now in our senior year and we're the mature people in the university. (boo mature!) Yeah well. We kind of expected these coming productions 'coz we're Mass Communication people and our major is Broadcasting so really, these will be our jobs in the outside world. We accepted it 'coz we like making productions and running around the stage, back stage, in and out the venue, do this and do that, run here and there. It's a challenge and tiring but I love these stuffs. It will be an experience and a training ground for our jobs after we graduate. 

I just wanna share our activities in this semester. 

December 1, 2015 - Submission of Event Paper

* So many things to do in this paper!

December 6 to 12, 2014 - Prelim Examination

* Exams and projects to do and submit like the Jose P. Laurel Life Script and Chapter 4 of our thesis

January 23, 2015 - Pirates V.S. Piracy

* It's an event that we'll organize.

January 26 to 31, 2015 - Midterm Examination

* Exams and projects to do and submit like the scrapbook that contains the pictorial of the characters in Jose P. Laurel Life and Chapter 5 of our thesis

February 2015

* Somewhere in these dates would be our Thesis Defense.

March 5, 2015 - 1st U - Belt National Student Research Fora

* It's an event that we'll organize.

March 5 to 12, 2015 - Final Examination

* Exams and projects to do and submit like the Jose P. Laurel Life Film

March 2015 

* Somewhere in these dates would be the major event, UMALOHOKJUAN 2015, which we will organize.

There will be added activities here for sure. That's why I learned how to do multi - tasking.